Goodluck finding it ;)

I'm calling Teena today. n_n
I'm super excited about it because she's one of my best friends and I wanna talk to her off of the internet.
One day we're gonna meet up and I'm gonna move in with her and we're going to live happily ever after.
:D

Oh and Reno, if you're even reading this, can you unblock me on AIM so I can talk to you?
Please and thank you :)

I think my family and I are going to see the 5th Harry Potter movie today sometime. I really hope we do. Or maybe tomorrow. I don't know but I want to go see it really bad.


OH OH OH I have spoilers for the last book :O
I know who dies and who doesn't and what happens and suchhhh.
xO

Leave me a comment or something if you wanna know.

Anyways.

Uhm. My exboyfriend from a while back is trying to get with me again. I thought it was pretty damn funny considering the fact that I can't trust his gender, he hurt me once already AND he told me he was gay.

Hmm. I'm snickering as I type this by just thinking about how much of an idiot he sounds. :)

Me and Ryan were talking again yesterday. It turns out that he does drugs now. u________u;
I dislike drugs and basically people who do them. I don't think it's right in any way. I mean I can get over myself and accept them, because Ryan is still my friend and he will always be my friend, but I really don't like the he does them now.
It brought my perspective for him down a few notches. :/

Later.

EDIT:
I have come to realize that my sleeping pattern has been gloriously FUCKED.
I don't go to bed at a normal time anymore and I wake up at 12:00 in the afternoon all the time now. It's getting kind of annoying seeing as how my mom is a vicious beast in the morning. So I'm gonna try to fix my pattern. But not tonight. Tonight, my sister and I are staying up all night for the hell of it. n_n

Oh and I'm still excited from yesterday. Some kid found me on Gaia and decided "hey! I'm gonna be super awesome and give this person 43k gold".

My face when I saw this : >:O! OMG

Yeah. I was pretty damn excited about it. Because I finally got my guitar of demona -w-! so I'm happy and all I need now is to get the Zodiac and Cloud.
THEN I WILL BE COMPLETE :O

Ok now bye <3

Today I'm not going to be doing much of anything. Sitting around. I'm going to get outside and walk a lot and do some exercising though.

I found out some bad news about my cousin. It really sucks because I wish this never happened to him.

His wife, Brandie, has been having an affair with a man in Arizona.

When I heard that, I cried. Because I can't believe that she would stoop that low to cheat on her husband, when she has a baby son.

If I ever see her again, I don't know what I'm going to do. I might pull a knife on her. I might cuss her out. I have no idea. I just have so much rage towards her right now.

I'm officially over all of this high school drama stuff.

I know no one reads my LJ save a few people that hate me right now.

Half of what they said was right. I hate admitting it, but it's helped me realize some things.

I know I'm fat. I know I'm annoying. I know I'm shy. I know I'm immature. I know I need to get a life. I know that I'm ugly.

They just pointed it right back at me and made me realize that I need to change who I am.

It gave me a new sense of feeling. I'm working on getting more exercise. I'm taking care of my body more. I'm working on how I talk to people now. I thought about what my senior year is going to be like and I laughed because it always starts off with me having no one to hang out with and no one to talk to.

I don't really care if I have no friends at the moment. I'm used to it.

People keep going on and on and on with stuff and it's really getting annoying.
:C